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Before I tell you the secret to being confident with men, I need to confess something:
Even though my business is based on confidence — the willingness to boldly assert how to conduct your love life — I frequently have my own crisis of confidence.
I try not to let you see this side of me, of course. What’s the point of letting you know that your dating coach is having a bad day?
But, in the interest of authenticity, I think it’s useful to offer you full disclosure about my insecurities and inadequacies. Ready? Here’s my confession:
I am a much better dating coach than I am a businessman.
It’s hard not to feel like a failure sometimes.
That may not seem like a big deal to you, but it’s a huge deal to me.
I write a newsletter every week and two blog posts every week. I run group coaching and maintain 9 private clients at a time.
In between, I try to create more value for you: more social networking, better use of technology, maybe even create more inexpensive products for you.
Well, guess what? I haven’t created a new product since 2011.
So what have I been doing?
Struggling. Really, really, struggling. Mostly with hiring and technology.
I’ve been redesigning my online dating profile writing site, e-Cyrano, for 2 1/2 years — and have gone through FOUR web teams in the Philippines, India and the U.S.
I’ve also been redesigning EvanMarcKatz.com since 2012. It was supposed to be complete in May. It’s now late October.
It’s hard not to feel like a failure sometimes.
But you know what? As many times as I’ve failed, I kept persevering. And although it hasn’t always been the easiest journey, I am only weeks away from launching BOTH of my updated websites.
They’re real. They’re beautiful. They’re my gifts to you.
I’m only mentioning this because I hope that you never even saw a hint of my insecurities. I trust that every time you read this blog or open an email from me, it’s with anticipation that I’ll share something optimistic, thought-provoking or confidence-inspiring.
Long story short: like you, I’ve struggled to accomplish something big and important. I never gave up. And I’m finally going to see the fruits of my labor.
Stick with me on your journey to love, and you will, too.
Now, for your actual content…
There are lots of kinds of fear in the world. Most of them are irrational.
I’m pretty afraid of needles. Nobody dies when a nurse sticks a needle into your arm. But that doesn’t stop me from getting queasy, anyway.
The most common fear I see is worrying about how others perceive you.
This started when you were a child and it scarred you.
Maybe you were heavy or wore glasses and little kids teased you.
Maybe you had a stutter or were really shy.
Maybe you tried out for the play and didn’t get cast.
Whatever it is, you’re still carrying that fear around with you.
I, for one, remember almost every barb ever hurled my way.
I remember when my parents first told me I couldn’t sing as I imitated Billy Joel in the backseat of our Oldsmobile.
A mark of happiness is the dual feeling of being self-expressed and accepted.
I remember when my roommate told me my tie was ugly and I shouldn’t bother to leave the house with it.
I remember the JDate who confessed after an hour that she wasn’t at all attracted to me, even though I was wildly attracted to her.
What does all this mean?
Nothing. Nothing at all.
But if I carry around these fears and insecurities wherever I go, how will live my life? Scared. Paralyzed. Insecure.
I am fortunate to have not internalized my insecurities. I’ve pushed them aside.
It’s more fun this way.
I host karaoke parties where I lead the crowd in singing “Pour Some Sugar on Me”.
I wear hats and vests and bold colors, even if some don’t agree with my taste.
I married a beautiful woman who constantly reminds me that she is attracted to me — even if I’ve put on ten extra pounds since my kids were born.
I choose to lead a fully confident, self-expressed life, no matter what baggage I may be carrying.
You can, too.
A mark of happiness is the dual feeling of being self-expressed and accepted.
Think about that for a sec.
Being self-expressed is being authentic, vulnerable, and truthful. It’s being yourself, saying what’s on your mind, and not worrying about what others think.
Being accepted is the result of being self-expressed. Because you’re so confident and real, people respond to you and respect you more than if you’re meek and fearful.
So how can you channel your best self wherever you go?
How can you act the same way with your closest friends, your family, your work colleagues and your boyfriend?
How can you stop living in fear?
How can you stop walking on eggshells?
How can you stop worrying about what others’ think?
How can you be the most confident and self-expressed you?
This is the version of you that you love the most.
This is the version of you that men will love as well.
This is the version of you that you’re meant to be every day for the rest of your life.
This is what I’m here to share with you.
In the meantime, thank you for being a part of my community.
Thank you for listening to me share.
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Until then, best wishes,
Your friend,
Evan
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